entering the girl world {forever}

I remember as a child (and quite frankly as an adult) thinking about the concept of eternity and forever. I could try to comprehend it and try to make sense of it, but it really just made my head hurt. I can approach it very rationally and make logical assumptions on what that concept could be, but still my head just hurts and I don’t get it. One day I will. For all those that keep asking me if I am so excited about a daughter…it feels kind of the same as how I feel about ‘forever’. Having a daughter just seems so strange and I just can’t comprehend it. I can look at her closet and watch little girls and make logical assumptions about what it will be like….but my head hurts and I just don’t get it. So for all you close girlfriends that laugh at me because I buy clear pacifiers instead of pink and still avoid the girls section at Baby Gap – well, I just don’t get it yet. Soon I will and soon I will be totally smitten with a tiny one covered in pink….until then, it feels like thinking of forever. Come to think of it pregnancy in general feels like forever! 🙂